Thursday, January 12, 2017
Baby girl (Elissa)
I'll started from the beginning of our friendship story. At first you hated me then one day James came to me asked can I still you something promise me you won't tell anyone. I got Elissa pregnant. (Me) omg I just told you not to get her pregnant lol James I don't know how to tell my dad can you be there with me when I tell him (me) of course. Conrad's reaction Oh my God I'm gonna have a grandbaby. He was so happy. Then he moved in with us on Westlake. We had our ups and downs. I talked to your stomach all the time. When you're hungry You would say I need foooodddd Feed me. I would walk up town with you. Went to ultrasound appointment. Me, James, Nonna, your uncle Nick we are all set up for your baby shower. That's when I am out all of your family. You and James stayed at the motel with me for a night. I hope support you guys to get where you were. Your own place and stuff. I saw James for classes one day he told me you had the baby. The first thing I did was get off the bus with him to meet my nephew. Jayden put his hand around my finger my heart dropped It was over I promise to get him everything that you guys said no to A quad Camo everything Whatever he wanted. You came to the motel all the time to visit me. Then you moved in with me at one point . They were the best days. All the laughs of the fun we had. All the cooking. Me being on a diet And you getting boxes of boxes Tasty cakes ... ugh so wasn't fair. Supported you going to school. We both got help together. Fireball Playing with Jayden falling asleep with him. The fun nights with Nicole, Helen, Kim, Jesse & TastyCakes. I know I was a little hard on you sometimes
I just wanted the best for you. Us going to church. All the wonderful memories. The way you woke up Jayden crazy music we listen to joking around. When we made Jayden's first birthday cake we had a blue baby lol Jayden's first birthday all the holidays together. You brighten up everyone's day always kept everyone laughing when their down You don't take anyone's crap do you have the attitude don't piss me off or I will stop talking to you lol Going to get tattoos together when I found out what happened I was confused heartbroken Not understanding A part of me was gone how could this be I prayed for you I asked God if it was his will to take you from us and you would have no more suffering or pain let his will be done in that we all would have understanding if he took you. I cannot tell you how many tears I've cried how I cry every time I see a picture of you and just remember all the awesome times we had. You will never be forgotten in your memory I'm gonna get an awesome tatto for you. I will never forget you You always will be in my heart I love you so much I promise I told you James I will keep i'll always be there for your son and James And the rest of your family Beautiful souls That's in your family I love each of them God has a new angel In heaven I really hope you can Take your feistiest and you don't try to take over lol I know you're watching down over all of this keep us safe where your Beautiful wings ❤
